depression, go away.

 I don’t want to be here.  Husband is gone for the week.  I am feeling like and idiot for the way I acted.  I feel like a child. 

I want to become content with what is again.    i am scared to do that.  it didn’t work out well before.  I’m scared of a lot of things these days. 

I know the who to turn to find what I am looking for.  But I just can’t seem to do it.  not fully.  I find God to be too intangible right now.    Funny though I can see Gods touch in many ways through all that I am going through right now. 

Please depression loosen your grip on me.  let me focus on the things that I am blessed with.  let me see the positive.  let me be happy again.

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About aloneagain3

I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

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