suspicious minds. like Elvis said “caught in a trap”
I never used to be a suspicious person. but I am now. I have trouble trusting what i am being told. I look at circumstances and jump to conclusions. then I can’t get those conclusions out of my head.
So many things don’t add up. I can’t stand that. the explanations don’t fit. what am I supposed to do, to think, to say.
OH how it would help to have things laid out there in front of me as proof of what is. is that really too much to ask for? is it really that big of an imposition. If you can’t talk your way out of something you behaved your way into, then shouldn’t you be obligated to behave your way out of it? Really, doesn’t that make sence?
I really want to be the trusting person I once was. But is it my responsibility to trust again or the one who broke that trusts responsibility to repair it?
hence, the trap.