did some more puzzle piece collecting yesterday. really didn’t gather any new information. got some old information sort of confirmed. i say sort of because there is no real proof of what I am being told, only that the information was received by several different sources.
I am really enjoying the time spent with the people I am talking to. Yesterday it was my uncle… the only uncle I have left really. He was very encouraging to me. and make me feel as if I was really someone special. That is at times something I don’t feel about myself.
Someday soon I hope I will be ready to write the story of my life… not that it will be all that riveting, but I think my family will be interested in reading it. There are some unusual happenings in my life.
I am finding the process of learing about times I don’t remeber both comforting and unsetteling. I find myself maybe not reacting in the way that most people would. that seems unsetteling. But I don’t find myself being overly affected by what I am learning. I have cried when I talk to people, and that is not a bad thing.
The most wonderful thing about talking to someone about my past is that after I am finished talking to them I feel more connected to that person and closer to them. I love that.