Sadness

Feeling some better today. Taking care of my mother-in-law. She is doing well
I wish I wasn’t feeling so down. I think it has to do with my birthday and the holidays coming up. Last year they all have a bad memory attached. I think I am trying not to expect anything so any good things that happen will be a plus. But not looking forward to anything is making me sad.
Of course I also feel like I don’t deserve anything either I keep failing will I ever get it all together? I am almost 50 and still not able to do to things the way one is supposed to. The thing is I think I used to do ok. When I was younger. And my family was younger. What is wrong now? And how can make it all right again?

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About aloneagain3

I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

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