a point in case

recently I posted ( at least I think I did) something about always being the one to reach out etc. 

Well tonight is a point in case to support that fact of my life.  seems as though every one I have tried to communicate with tonight has not been available or ignored me. 

this really does not help boost an already bruised self-esteem. 

it makes me wonder what is so unattractive about conversing with me that people don’t seem to want to do it.   usually I don’t spend a great deal of time talking about myself I (at least I think I don’t)    

 I can’t take feeling this way any more.  and yet I can’t, not reach out to people.  I can’t stand being out of contact, not having close relationships.  How in the world do I get over this?  How do I change who I really am so I don’t have to feel so lonely any more?

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I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

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