Ok this is the third week that we are back to the old way of my husband being gone all week and just seeing him on the weekends. I HATE IT! with every week that passes I begin to feel more like a sidebar to his life. I do think I may be a bit over sensitive. But I would like to hear him tell me that he misses me. He does tell me he loves me when we say goodbye. I am insecure. but who can really blame me.
I am so looking forward to our vacation in two weeks. we aren’t going anywhere special. we have a time share we bought last year. that is where we will be. it will be a time to relax and just be together.
My sister has a timeshare at the same place and they are supposed to be there that week too. so we will have to spend some time with them but I don’t think too much.
I am counting the days till we get back to spending more time together than apart so I can feel normal again. and I won’t have to feel as insecure.