it probably seemed worse than it actually was.

Ok I have 3 minutes left to get a blog in for today

March 10

Today sucked.  My stomach hurt again. on and off.  although I seem to be ok now.  I really felt used and unappreciated.  Unloved and generally bad. 

I thought I would be nice and check in on my mother-in-law   and she was back to her old self, telling me (in a way that makes it sound as if it is my fault) that if my husband drives home this weekend he is stupid, because it is going to snow.  Then she began to tell me all about how my son is this and that and the other thing.  She has never really liked him and I don’t know why.  That sucked!

Then I worked on our taxes while on the phone with the husband,  added the one thing that I had forgotten.  some savings bonds that I had cashed. I didn’t tell him I had cashed them because I was cashing them to correct banking mistakes I had made.  they were bonds my mother had given to me.  at any rate he got a bit upset with me. 

today was a FML day. 

and that doesn’t really cover all the stuff my kids did to piss me off.  Adult children really suck at times when they do selfish stupid things. 

so where does that leave me at midnight on a thursday night.  at home, almost alone (babysitting my grandson) feeling as if I am not doing things right again.  as if I am not good enough to be loved by my husband and feeling like my kids don’t respect me. 

The ONE bright spot.  My daughter’s friend came and made me soup.   he is a sweetheart.  too bad she doesn’t want to date him!!! 

Ok now after recording it all, I must say it probably seemed worse that it actually was.

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About aloneagain3

I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

One response to “it probably seemed worse than it actually was.

  • breakingfreefromme

    wow I’m sorry you had such a suckish day. I’ve had a few of those myself lately. And concerning your MIL… I think there must be a special class mothers can take to learn just how to twist the right screw at the right time and still come out smelling like roses. My son is only 2 but I’m sure I’ll get a pamphlet about that MIL course in 20 or 30 years from now. I hope its on sale. 🙂 I hope you have a better night than you did day and a better day than your night.

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