I would define myself as a hopeless romantic. I love to be romanced. and to share romantic notions with my husband. I find song lyrics that express how I feel and pass them on to him. I tell him how much I miss him. how much I love him. I want to be near him when ever I can.
so where does the hopeless part come in? I am hopeless because I keep wanting the same in return. and it doesn’t come. hopeless because I keep showering the romance on him when he doesn’t seem to want it. hopeless because my need for him is stronger than any other need I have.
Maybe I would not be this way if the circumstances of my life were different. If I could be with my husband everyday. If he had not broken my trust. If he still wasn’t in contact with “her” If he had male friends rather than female friends. If I thought I was as crucial to him as he is to me. Maybe a thousand things. or maybe this is just me.
I am happy with the romantic part. but really don’t want to hopeless part anymore. or maybe I am just crazy? answers please?