Had somewhat of a long day today.
Began with my new wake up call, “Grammy” My grandson now comes to get me instead of his mother. I got upset with her today because of her frustration with his terrible twos. she said some awful things about being a mother. after that chaos calmed a bit, the afternoon wasn’t too bad. then I went to work. worked for 5 hours. came home to work on my daughter’s birthday cake. put in about three hours of work on that.
Tomorrow will be a long day as well. working 9-5 then home to finish the cake. The best part is that my husband will be home. I am so looking forward to that. I am sure he really isn’t as he had a bad day at work today. not that he doesn’t want to come home, he just won’t be to thrilled about the 3 hour drive.
I really want to ask him about his contact with “her” but know that this is not a good time. I wish I didn’t have to ask. I would like him to tell me himself as if it really wasn’t a big deal. or that I didn’t have to ask because he wasn’t talking to her at all.
I just need to be there with him for so many reasons. it would be a help to him as well. maybe soon he will realize that.
that is all the ramblings I have for now.