rambling day.

March 31

Had somewhat of a long day today. 

Began with  my new wake up call, “Grammy”    My grandson now comes to get me instead of his mother.  I got upset with her today because of her frustration with his terrible twos.  she said some awful things about being a mother.   after that chaos calmed a bit, the afternoon wasn’t too bad.  then I went to work.  worked for 5 hours. came home to work on my daughter’s birthday cake.  put in about three hours of work on that. 

Tomorrow will be a long day as well.  working 9-5 then home to finish the cake.  The best part is that my husband will be home.  I am so looking forward to that.  I am sure he really isn’t as he had a bad day at work today.  not that he doesn’t want to come home, he just won’t be to thrilled about the 3 hour drive. 

I really want to ask him about his contact with “her” but know that this is not a good time. I wish I didn’t have to ask.  I would like him to tell me himself as if it really wasn’t a big deal.  or that I didn’t have to ask because he wasn’t talking to her at all.  

I just need to be there with him for so many reasons.  it would be a help to him as well.  maybe soon he will realize that.  

that is all the ramblings I have for now.

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About aloneagain3

I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

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