may 5 (well sort of)
I had more anxious feelings today.
I think it comes from too much to do. No help in getting it all done. and my lack of faith and trust.
I sent a text to a friend and asked him to pray for me like he did the last week. He did and I believe it helped. and as I go over what all happened today I can see the help that God sent my way.
First the amount of my pay check was better than usual. That is because I have had students for my class.
Second my neighbor was cutting her grass and I jokingly said you can come over and cut mine. she likes to cut grass actually. and she did. I helped by cleaning the dog poop, and moving stuff out-of-the-way. the grass was extremely high so it was quite a chore. I am so grateful for the help.
My daughter and I had three cakes to do for this weekend. and she actually did all of the first one and most of the second. We will do the third tomorrow. A Star Wars cake for my son who will be 25 on saturday.
The anxiousness came and went all day long. but because of the prayers I was able to be calm and not let it escalate into a full-blown panic attack.
I would call that a good thing.