it is the end of the weekend. not a bad weekend. I had to work an extra day on saturday so I did not get to spend as much time with the husband as I like. However, we did go out for a bit on saturday evening, and we went to breakfast on sunday after church, just the two of us.
We took a shortened version of our sunday afternoon nap. then spent some time with the family. He left to go back to the town where he works at 7:00pm. That is when the loneliness begins to set in.
It seems that the last two weeks he is sad when it is time to leave as well. He has been giving me extra hugs and kisses before he leaves. I also think he is actually looking forward to next month when I will be able to go there for the time I am off work each week.
Trust is not fully restored. I am not sure how much restoration there actually is. But it is better.
some things are different, yet so many things are still the same.
the path of recovery is so long and hard. I am thankfull for the forward motion.