I am beginning to wonder about me. Am I holding on to all the hurt and pain?
Or is it still there for a reason? Has it never really gone away because the relationship the “her” is still going on? Would it have gone away if the relationship had stopped?
If I could trust more, would my relationship with my husband be better? Given the state of things should I trust more, or am I right to keep my guard up?
a friend of mine just said to me, “You never solve anything, apparently you aren’t ready to.”
Wow. is that true? I responded that “I don’t think I am the one who isn’t ready.”
I think my friends are tired of hearing me wine. but if that is the case, are they really my friends? Which if that is true then I am back to being friendless.
I give up.