feeling that deep sadness again. I suppose it is grief from my mother-in-laws death. But I am not certain of that.
I am frightened That the husband will begin to push me away like he did after his father’s death.
I can’t seem to get a handle on everyday life. Things need to be done and I have no desire or motivation to do them. Even though they are important.
again I am alone in my depression. I can not turn to the husband, he is on the edge himself with his own understandable grief. He is now swamped with getting things back in order at his work. How can I help him in this time of sorrow when I am in this frame of mind.
I feel like I am on a spiral staircase, going downward.