I am getting ready to go away for the weekend. looking forward to some fun time with my sister-in-law which is part of the plans I made and posted about last week.
last year I went to this event with my sister. It was fun except for the major anxiety attacks I was having. Don’t think I will be having any this weekend. although I just realized that it is in a very different location than last year. I thought we were only going to be about an hour away from the town where the husband works. Turns out it is two hours away. He was going to drive down for lunch not sure if he will make the two-hour drive or not. If he does not make the drive it means that I will not see him for 12 days in a row. That causes me anxiety. Change number one.
I have a different work schedule this coming week as well. I work Wednesday, Thursday and Saturday. the extra day is good as far as the extra money goes, but my weekend with the husband will be interrupted. So if you check back to a couple of posts ago I laid out my plan for the next few weeks, hoping that it would not be thwarted as usual. This is change number two.
Again I ask who is in charge of my life? cause it sure as hell isn’t me.