I had a very nice weekend with my sister-in-law.
It was nice to get away.
Getting away would be even nicer if the life I had to return to was the life I wanted. My life is so far from what I want it to be that I a simple get away is not enough. I need an escape.
This is what I want my life to be:
- living 24-7 in the same place as my husband.
- grown children living in their own places.
- spending some time with grandchildren for adventures
- creating and selling artwork.
If that were my life then a get away would be just that, a break from the everyday. A life that I would not mind returning to. A life I would not want to escape from.
I guess the next step would be to develop plans for those things to happen. But we all know how things go when I make plans.