talking points, or what is the point of talking.

Why is it that I have this uncontrollable need to talk about everything. 

I want to talk to someone about every situation in my life.  

I want to talk about it until even  I am tired of hearing about it. 

Somehow I think that if I talk about an issue long enough it will all go away or be solved.  Surely everyone will listen to me, see things my way and we will all be friends again. 

Well of course that is just bullshit. 

I guess what I am really looking for is validation of my feelings, and to know that I am not a fault.  

You see, I run with a tough crowd (my family) who is quick to point out all the ways that it is my fault.  or at least how I should have handled the situation better. 

Which  begs the question, again, why do I have to talk about everything?   If talking about it only results in others telling me where I have failed, why do I want to do it?  

Is that the definition of insanity?

About aloneagain3

I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

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