for the second time, I think it is only the second time, this week I am fighting demons of hurtful memories.
How do I erase these memories from my mind? They hit my body full force at times. My stomach feels empty and burns. I feel the pressure of a 100 lbs dead weight on my chest. My hands shake and I find it hard to think about anything else.
I would like to forget, I think maybe I could if there was absolutely no chance of more hurtful memories being added to the file. Maybe if the file was closed in all the places it exists I could delete it from my memory bank.