life for me seems to be crazy right now.
I have a lot to keep straight.
it is a time for me to become organized. I am not an organized person.
I have six classes being offered at work. and I plan on adding more. the thought of getting all of that organized scares me because I am not sure I can keep up with it all.
I am working with a substitute councelor while my regular one is out getting knee surgery. I like this guy. He is working with me on taking control of my house. I have not done what I need to do to get that ball rolling. I am feeling stressed about it because I really want to proceed with this.
I need to stop letting my daughters run my life and my home and I need to stop letting them treat me like a maid.
Another thing I have going on is going back to college. the husband made some phone calls and discovered that I can get an associate degree by taking one class and I can finish a Batchelor degree by taking five more classes and I think they can be done on the internet. He is more excited about this than I am, but it will be good to finish something I started so long ago.
of course I still have to keep up with everything else that one must keep up with in normal life.
I have an overwhelming feeling that I am going to fail. I feel that if I fail I will lose everything. I really don’t remember being so negative when I was younger. but then I never really have had a good memory.