impossible task?

life for me seems to be crazy right now. 

I have a lot to keep straight. 

it is a time for me to become organized.  I am not an organized person. 

I have six classes being offered at work.  and I plan on adding more.  the thought of getting all of that organized scares me because I am not sure I can keep up with it all. 

I am working with a substitute councelor while my regular one is out getting knee surgery.  I like this guy.  He is working with me on taking control of my house.  I have not done what I need to do to get that ball rolling. I am feeling stressed about it because I really want to proceed with this. 

I need to stop letting my daughters run my life and my home and I need to stop letting them treat me like a maid. 

Another thing I have going on is going back to college.  the husband made some phone calls and discovered that I can get an associate degree by taking one class and I can finish a Batchelor degree by taking five more classes and I think they can be done on the internet.    He is more excited about this than I am, but it will be good to finish something I started so long ago. 

of course I still have to keep up with everything else that one must keep up with in normal life. 

I have an overwhelming feeling that I am going to fail.   I feel that if I fail I will lose everything.    I really don’t remember being so negative when I was younger.  but then I never really have had a good memory.

About aloneagain3

I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

2 responses to “impossible task?

  • smwr1982

    doing 1 or 5 more classes will do 2 things. 1. it will get you back in your mindset of when you were young and not so weighed down. 2. it will be a great win in life…winning against no accomplishing things.

    yer in an exciting time! 🙂

  • victoriasvisitsvic

    Good for you ! I am cheering for you! I totally understand the feeling of being overwhelmed. Here is something that works for me-find the smallest task first. Do it well. Pat myself on the back. Find the next smallest task. Do it well, Repeat! Good luck!

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