I am feeling very alone right now.
I am feeling angry.
it’s all negative. I’m tired of being treated as if my wishes and needs are less important than anyone elses. but I am not strong enough to do anything about it. so I am angry. angry at those who won’t show me respect and do what I ask. and angry at myself for letting it go on.
I don’t want to talk to anyone about it because I don’t want to told that I am a fool for not standing up for my self.
I’m a mess. again. and I see no way out. so I am retreating again. into my own sadness.
I’m not even sure I wanted to post on here. I just needed to get this out I think.