something has got to give.

something has got to give… I am not happy at all.

I don’t deserve this, no woman does.

I am going to need courage because I don’t see things changing.

it is all just so sad.

The husband wants to go out to celebrate our 29th anniversary.  What are we celebrating?  the end of a marriage?  I pray not.   Please God restore this marriage and make it better, we both say that is what we want but actions don’t reflect that.

Yes dear husband I want it all!  ALL= a whole, healthy, monogamous marriage.  100% committment.   I can not go on any other way.

Something has got to give.   Please let it be him and not me.

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About aloneagain3

I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

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