I have been very busy with school and have not taken the time to post. I should not be taking the time now. yet here I am.
Valentines day. yuck. it was the worst one ever. I told the husband I was going to leave him after school is over. He was not happy and pretty much said no that he was not going to let me just pack up and leave. we have spent too many years together to give up on us.
I agreed that we would not talk about leaving anymore.
leaving isn’t what I want but in the long run it may be what I need. We will see.
so for the mean time I am concentrating on finishing my degree. I am concentrating on being well again, and not moving backwards.