Monthly Archives: May 2012

baby steps to recovery.

 the husband and I listened to a teleconference about recovering from an affair tonight.   It was helpful I think. 

We talked a little about attending a weekend seminar not with the couple with listened to but another marriage weekend we know of.   Cost is an issue, and I know we can afford the latter mentioned weekend.

I pray we both have what it takes to put the work needed into saving our marriage.  I love my husband.  I don’t want to lose us, and I don’t think he does either. 


almost done with school

one more class.  two more tests,  two more forum posts,  one more essay exam, two final exams.  a wrap up assignment.   then Graduation.

I am proud, excited, aprehensive and wondering what do I do now.

I want to concentrate on my marriage.   I want my husband to concentrate on my marriage.

I am not sure about finding a job.  everyone else is sure I should find one.

I want to continue researching my family history.  I want to do some art work, scrapbooking, gardening, decorating, and spend time walking and hiking

I want to be happy.   I need to be happy.

I want to be able to trust my husband again… I think of all the things I have lost over the years losing the ability to trust him has been the hardest.

This is my new wish list… time to make it happen