the husband and I listened to a teleconference about recovering from an affair tonight. It was helpful I think.
We talked a little about attending a weekend seminar not with the couple with listened to but another marriage weekend we know of. Cost is an issue, and I know we can afford the latter mentioned weekend.
I pray we both have what it takes to put the work needed into saving our marriage. I love my husband. I don’t want to lose us, and I don’t think he does either.
one more class. two more tests, two more forum posts, one more essay exam, two final exams. a wrap up assignment. then Graduation.
I am proud, excited, aprehensive and wondering what do I do now.
I want to concentrate on my marriage. I want my husband to concentrate on my marriage.
I am not sure about finding a job. everyone else is sure I should find one.
I want to continue researching my family history. I want to do some art work, scrapbooking, gardening, decorating, and spend time walking and hiking
I want to be happy. I need to be happy.
I want to be able to trust my husband again… I think of all the things I have lost over the years losing the ability to trust him has been the hardest.
This is my new wish list… time to make it happen