I was told yesterday by the husband that I accept the abnormal as normal. He is correct. although he was referring to the life styles of our children, the same applies to my acceptance of his distorted idea of normal for our marriage.
I am sure he wouldn’t feel the same way. Of course he is the king of the double standard. Things he wouldn’t tolerate from anyone I am supposed to tolerate from him.
so life is continuing as it always does and I am taking it one day at a time. I’m looking for a job. Finding a job that is what I want to do will be very beneficial to me. I think I am slowly coming back to the point I was just a short time ago. at least that is what I keep telling myself.