will my life ever be my own?
At the age of 21 I married and became a mother.
I have devoted almost every day since then to my children and my husband.
The children are all grown, yet I am still constrained by their schedules and needs.
I want to be in control of my own time. if I want to sleep, go out, stay in, or what ever. is that too much to ask now that I am 50 and they are all grown?
Taking back your life without loosing it is really hard.
Maybe too hard.