I worked all day. I wish I could say I believe what the husband said he was doing, but that would require trust… not much of that there. We are in a strange place.
I feel like this is where we are.. we are not making each other happy, yet we can’t imagine life with out one another. And we do love one another.
I think I am still willing to do what it takes to make us work, but I am pretty sure the husband isn’t. which leaves me not trusting him.
at some point something will have to give. I have no idea when. So until then life goes on as it is.