I trimmed my tree today.
I have beautiful mostly hand made ornaments. Many of the ornaments have special meaning from our life.
It is a wonderful tree. The kids picked it. They did a great job.
This year to me it is just more of the same old thing. I’m not feeling the usual sentimental joy i usually feel.
Maybe when it is all clean and the whole house is put together I will feel better.
Or maybe it is just the loneliness I feel.