I have so much on my to do list.  

I can’t even begin to start it.  of course it isn’t written down

really if I didn’t have a job I think I would take the little money I have (that should go toward bills) and get on a train and head south.  

I am basically overwhelmed.  when I get this way I retreat and play games on my phone.  NOT a good use of my time.  ugh!!!  I have to get myself straightened out!  I can’t stand the mess any more.  

About aloneagain3

I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

3 responses to “overwhelmed

  • userdand

    Big time denial behaviors. If you don’t take inventory of the issues and work to be done, it might just go away. Don’t forget to distract yourself to numb the pain and enable denial. You have been at this tooooo long. Time to get tough and quit fishing for sympathy which won’t fix anything. Get with a plan. READ THE BOOK.

    • aloneagain3

      Wow you don’t mince words. I’m going to read now.

      • userdand

        You don’t sound like someone who needs to be taken by the hand and walked down a path. You sound like someone who needs a kick in the butt and to be told to get off of top-dead-center and begin repairing your life. I’m not here to hurt your feelings or wound your fragile ego but if that’s what it takes then let’s get on with it. People can say and do and insensitive things. What else is new? You have the choice of using their attitude toward you as an excuse to fail at life or you can thumb your nose, flip them off and show them they don’t control your future. It’s just that simple. I don’t say it was easy to do all of he time. I don’t say you’ll always succeed on the first try. But, if you continue to sit on your butt in an attitude of pervasive defeat and worthlessness you will fail at everything and you cannot blame that on them. Let me know what that one thing is when you’re ready to act on owning it. And don’t come back and tell me how you finished the book and it changed your life expecting a pat on the head like a good little girl who did her lessons. Come back to me with a plan to extract yourself ff om the muck and mire you’re currently living in if you expect me to listen. If I want to hear excuses and whining I can read the rest of your blog. You have family that needs you to be a responsible adult who carries herself with pride of you will likely doom them to repeat the cycle which I have no doubt you are playing out. I get that but I won’t let you use it as the reason why you refuse to control your life. READ. THINK. PLAN. Write the plan down and edit it so you don’t get on here and just ramble. You don’t have a plan until you are done rambling. Show me what your made of so I don’t feel like I’m wasting my time. YOU can do this! Just remember: No one has said it would be easy. The solution is simple. The work is hard..

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