I am still in Wednesday in my head even tough it is technically Thursday.
although I have not really done many positive things for myself this week so far, I have been concentrating on have more positive thoughts. It has not been easy. Mainly because of my living conditions.
this is the state of my home at this point.
there are three depressed adult women living here. and one 4 year old boy who is very active and suffers from anger issues.
My sons two cats are here. they aren’t too much of a problem. My two dogs are here. Poor things do not have the life they deserve because they live with depressed humans. this morning I also had two birds. The grandson was messing with them and inadvertently sent one to an early grave.
at the moment there I one and only one clean room in the entire house. The 30 year old’s, my other daughter and I (well mostly me) cleaned it and moved a piece of furniture out and a desk for her to study on in. It was my birthday present to her.
We need to get the house in order, we will all feel so much better if it isn’t a total mess.
I am off tomorrow and although I have a therapy appointment I plan on getting some more cleaning, organizing, and beautifying done.
If it is warm out I might take a walk.