Bad day

Not a good day so far.
1. Had a 45 minute battle with the grandson forcing him to take his time out for peeing on my floor.

2. Cell phones were shut off because I was late in paying it and I already run a month behind. They are back on now. But now I will have to suffer the wrath of the husband. He currently isn’t talking to me because “I’m too angry and upset and frightened. ”

3. My department manager just came back from vacation today. I’m off till Saturday. So I called to see if everything was in good order when she got back. It wasn’t. Part my fault part a coworker’s. but it makes me feel bad. I thought I had done well. But not enough orders were complete and some papers we out of place (coworkers fault) but I should have done it myself.

Now I need to get cleaning done and I feel overwhelmed and defeated
This is why I feel like a failure. There are so many more things I’m bad at than good at.

About aloneagain3

I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

4 responses to “Bad day

  • photosbyandy

    Sorry to hear it been a rough day

  • blogventer

    First of all, why are you stuck w/ holding down a job AND being responsible for raising your grandson? Secondly, your husband is the REASON you feel ” angry and upset and frightened” — which is exactly the way all the rest of us betrayed spouses feel, so your emotions are COMPLETELY in-line with what they’re supposed to be in this kind of situation.

    Hope things clear up for you, aloneagain. Hugs.

    • aloneagain3

      No that was my husband who feels angry upset and frightened because of money issues. He would be ok if he lost me or any other relationship for that matter as long as he felt secure financially I was babysitting my grandson. His mother is going to school so you can become self sufficient for both her and her son. Sorry I confused you. Thanks for your support!!!

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