Wasted day

I wasted the day again. I had a plan to get things done. But I didn’t I slept instead. I do not feel particularly depressed today. However when I look at the mess my bedroom/ workspace/ attic is in I just can’t seem to begin. Ugh. The wether is perfect for working inside. But I didn’t.
Soon my grandson will be home ( it’s his mothers late night at school ). We are going to take a walk. My extra daughter. And her daughter are walking with us. That might be all I get done today. And that is not ok! What is my problem! I don’t want to live in such a messy house. So why am I? Especially when I do not feel depressed!!! I need a kick in the ass. Although I would rebel against that if someone did it. Errrrrrrrr!!!! I’m angry with myself!!!!
I’m gonna fold a load of clothes. At least!

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About aloneagain3

I am a wife and mother of 5 grown children... and 3 grandchildren.. I have been married for 29 years... I thought I did ok at life... turns out i sucked at it... but I am getting better!! View all posts by aloneagain3

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