March 17 Well it was a minute ago… so we are gonna say it still is for purposes of this post.
For some reason this evening I have been anxious. I have no reason to be, yet I still feel anxious. I also found myself very angry at one point. I am not longer angry, but I am still anxious.
I guess I will have days like this.
I wonder does this anxious, nervous energy burn calories? that would be great. I need to lose about 20 to 25 lbs.
I had trouble sleeping last night, I am chalking that up to the 2 cans of dr pepper I had that evening. I was tired tonight after I came home from work but no longer feel tired. I hope I can sleep. I did drink more soda tonight. but I don’t think it will be the problem… I think it is my anxiety.
I just don’t feel right. What the heck. I was feeling much more normal last week and earlier this week. now I feel this sence of chaos in my mind and body.
I hope the vacation will help.
I am rambling. Sorry. I am no longer comfortable with my chaos.